I've just decided that all my new posts from here on out are going to start with "The Daily...". It will give the rest of my blog a little more unity and coherence.
The last few days have been awful; I've been barely keeping it together. After emailing my therapist back home, he told me that a lot of my symptoms match up with bipolar disorder, depression, anxiety, and/ or ADHD. Mind you, that's not an official diagnosis, so I'm still not sure what I have. However, he highly recommended that I go see a psychiatrist so I can be properly diagnosed and then probably medicated.
I've been scared to tell anyone about this, but I'm barely functioning anymore. I used to loved to read, make art, and watch movies. But because of whatever is going on in my head, I can't do any of those things. Reading a book used to create joy for- now, I just become exasperated because all I can think of is that I won't be able to finish because I can't remember what I've read and/ or that I'll lose concentration.
I just want to be a normal human being. I want to do well in school again, I want to be a successful adult, and I want move on with my life. I'm sick of having all these shortcomings that are impossible to overcome.
The last few days have been awful; I've been barely keeping it together. After emailing my therapist back home, he told me that a lot of my symptoms match up with bipolar disorder, depression, anxiety, and/ or ADHD. Mind you, that's not an official diagnosis, so I'm still not sure what I have. However, he highly recommended that I go see a psychiatrist so I can be properly diagnosed and then probably medicated.
I've been scared to tell anyone about this, but I'm barely functioning anymore. I used to loved to read, make art, and watch movies. But because of whatever is going on in my head, I can't do any of those things. Reading a book used to create joy for- now, I just become exasperated because all I can think of is that I won't be able to finish because I can't remember what I've read and/ or that I'll lose concentration.
I just want to be a normal human being. I want to do well in school again, I want to be a successful adult, and I want move on with my life. I'm sick of having all these shortcomings that are impossible to overcome.
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